zzz

so tired. last friday i actually fainted, right there at the corner of Mass Ave during the morning rush hour. it was so embarrassing. a man stopped his car and called the ambulance. i didn't go to the hospital, but i feel scared now. it was mostly due to fatigue (i had pulled 2 all-nighters), but i blacked out feeling so overwhelmed. a little like my old anxiety attacks, but tony soprano - style.

everyone in my family thinks i'm a mild hypochondriac -- and maybe i am. i'm still being careful.

spring break is over, and what do i have to show for it? a pile of unread library books, a bottle of cranberry vodka in the freezer, a new pair of sandals, and a babysat (still alive) fish.

it makes me tired to think this is going to continue this way.